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Jesus tie these hands I used to think that every thing I touched turned gold but it don't it turns cold and reason guides this man like spring, and fall and wind to sand I sway, I sway, I cannot stand what do I do, when it seems I relate to Judas more than You and I can't ever I can't ever see the end... Jesus help me see it's not about consequence it's peace and I won't seek on my own knees and grace is over me It's true I feel, I know it's real but will I live what I believe |
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tell the jury tell the judge tell the world mom and dad you are sad check your name check your head I've heard more joy from some - someone dead are you He? did you die on a tree and I can't help it makes me think made of dirt full of greed like a theif making life in robbery mae a crown for the pain and it falls on your mind like so much rain receive too close too far too insane receive |
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do you and I have time to spare to wonder why and is it fair who is it that makes me frown I'm inside out and upside down I say we can I say we can, but we might not be a better man, a better me what was it you used to say better shut your mouth and look away I've been thinking about yesterday I'm still thinking about yesterday Inside it creeps and bites my thoughts and head my patience dead and low it grows and holds me loves to hate me so irate I... I say we can I say we can - but we might not be a better man, a better me |
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falling down the stairs climb into the sea the world is on it's hands then it's on it's feet touch the silent man who cares where he goes stand high above his back like the ground beneath your toes the breeze is to much for me - anymore (I've seen this in people who are weak) and if I push the blade in deep will in break inside of me in me, in me... reaching for a star with my eyes dead on the floor racing all the time my soul can't take much more touch the silent man who makes himself so low will I spit on him again and turn myself away what more will it take falling down the stairs climb into the sea the world is on it's hands then it's on it's feet touch the silent man who makes himeself so low make your self as small just He and I and all |
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boom, I fell on the ground what it something sad that made me mad feelings to close to let me free and what i have is what i hold and joy I had was joy I sold, you see crown the pain and face the day what i though would last is fading fast |
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everything's gonna be okay He's gonna wipe those fears away and before the night is thru this is all going to make sense to you but you won't hear these words no you don't have the time that would be a crime right now, right away before it gets to cold and I know how it kills and I know how it makes you ill but you won't hear these words no you don't have the time that would be a crime everything's gonna be okay He's gonna wipe those fears away and before the night is thru this is all going to make sense |
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choices cloud my head again wrapped inside my self instead and if I fall this time will it be the last time for this crime and anger has more of my soul than I ever wished it would hold and as I let it grow and watch how it grows it won't fold do I love this world? can I breathe beyond here? flowers have grown round my eyes and ears the soil it soaks all my tears how I'm tired of standing here and I'm sick of that heat that's so near and if were all right and if we can't be wrong than we needn't we're almost there like I'm depressed and I hold a gun do I love this world? can I breath beyond here? it's all the same just falling rain all more the reason to stay what is the scene it's brown and green the weeds that grow around my feet |
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And is the worst all over did my dreams go south or... I've a bruise on my head does it show? my words sound so strange to me thought that I was strong but now I'm feeling empty and so low another cup of nothing cause I think I'm full and my hands are trembling for a soul wait, don't count me down or lost (I know what's real) I've held - I've held His hands I know the cost this is written on me Christ is everything wait, don't count me down or lost (I know what's real) I've held - I've held His hands I know the cost |
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She shook her head and turned away she said she will not hear my voice today "you are still asleep and still the same, same as the day you said you'd change." and with my thoughts she let me stand with words that scared my face and hands maybe when I let my rocket land she will see the boy inside the man break this heart as cold as stone you got to, got to now then hello sunny weather hello sunny weather breath so deep this love of Christ I got to, got to now then hello sunny weather hello, hello lovliness it has a name like John and Jill and Bill and Charlemagne and I guess my years of acting sane were spent looking for the Saviours face I know I've said this all before but I'm sure I mean it now all the more... |
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goonight sleep tight the sun is set and day is night just you rest it's all alright but it's the same day to day why can't I sleep this away a headache (keeps me awake) my eyes are red (from trusting to much in me) I've got to pray (I've got to give this up) but will He hear me now? goodnight sleep tight I wish I were I wish I might but it's the same day to day and I can't sleep this way a heartache (keeps me awake) is my brain dead? (from trusting to much in me) I have to say (I've got to give this up) He said He'd hear me now |